new directions

so we're going to take this somewhere else. maybe. somewhere that I've been for the last few weeks (months), someplace that I've not been welcoming anyone into except myself. I'm on the cusp of an era and not really sure how to deal with it, and all the random shit that is happening in my life has taken a toll, in the sense that it's shutting me down in many ways. by the way, random shit doesn't mean all negative things; in fact there are many positive things but its the random nature of it that has me jostled. so all I can do is try to re-orient myself to a flow and take it from there. that, and write a lot more often.